what am i suppose to do when i know exactly why you’re not talking to me? what are you gonna do when i finally get tired of not being a main priority? what am i doing thinking i can leave you? you honestly need me more than ever. who else is gonna motivate you and push you to get off the shit? why can’t i be more worried about my own happiness? don’t these questions run through your head also? aren’t you afraid of losing me? or would you be okay with it because you have something to numb any amount of pain you could possibly feel? i’ve been trying, i’m still trying but i’m getting exhausted. still i love you through it all.